Smother Me Poem by Savannah Allison

The sadness it smothers me,
Im once again left alone.
To murder myself with my own thoughts,
a burden which ive always known.

To sit and wait is maddening,
To wait alone is much worse,
Who in the world would ever dream,
of leaving me alone with this curse?

Patience is not my virtue,
Understanding I dearly lack,
I wonder if I had the chance,
would I take it all back?

This is pain at its finest,
raw, new and fresh,
I wonder if I let it,
will it smother me to death?