So Confused! ! ! Poem by Becky Ginn

I've been with you so long
I feel our souls have merged into one
I have grown to love the simple things about you
Your smile
Your laugh
Your voice
Yet I still don't believe that you are with me
Do I deserve you?
I don't think so
I'm too ugly
Insecure
Jealous
Of when you speak to other girls.
I can't help but feel that you're too good for me
Other girls
Well
They throw themselves at you
And frankly, I don't know why you're still with me.
You say you love me.
Do you?
I don't know.