So Far Away Poem by Kimberly Bellamy

You are close, but yet so far away.
We can't let distance get in the way of what we have.
Every day we have to wake up knowing we are not going to give up.
I want you to stay in my life because you are all I want.
But there are times when I am lonley and depressed.
You are just one phone call away.
My heart calls out your name in the middle of the night.
My tears hit my pillow as I hug it tight.
When will I see you? I may never know.
But I know that I have to hold onto you for as long as I can.
I don't want to let you go.
I am here and you are there.
I knew it would be this way, but I didn't know it would be this hard.
Because I love you as much as I do, I will be patient and understanding.
I will be here when you come.
You are close to my heart, but yet so far away in the world.
I don't think about what you're doing or if you're with another girl.
I stay positive because you know you have my trust.
But if you give me any reason to be suspicious, I will ask questions if I must.
All I want to do is hold you, feel you, and kiss you. But I can't.
Life is all about waiting for what or whom you want.
I get that know. I understand.
I can wait a lifetime for my man.
In the meantime, I'm just going to have to deal.
Because you are in my life and In my heart even though you are far away.