So So Sorry, Please Forgive Me, All My Poet Friends Poem by Don Nguyen

So sorry, may I still be your friends
Frenzy or zeal has consumed the best of me
But only for the moment
Then the next moment to contemplate
From the bottom of my heart,
Unworthy one indeed,
I beg for your mercy
And forgiveness
For once I was content but alone
Now my true love tastes so bitter, so sweet,
To gain the fruits for all I care, eternal.

(I love you guys! I am not going anyway if you want me back.
But warn you, my poetic style is kind of strange though.)