So You.. Poem by Nina gáspari

And so you had me
Maybe i couldn´t live up
To your every dream of how I should be
Maybe because the entire time
You were with her..instead of being with me
Your every joke, word and delusional plan
Was based on your failed attempt to take a stand
And maybe be noticed by the one you lusted
And so she had you
Just like her fool…she would rather be with someone else
But you
And so you have her
Maybe cause you know she will never
Live up to your expectations
We all know intangible dreams never disappoint us
And so maybe I never really had you
And no..i really don´t need your explanations
And so you had me
Cause you didn´t have her
But still you were with her.
Instead of being with me.