Something I Have To Hide Poem by Whitedoves Nest

From far away I here you call
It is like a whisper; saying you will not fall
Like a butterfly softly swaying
As a breeze flows through my heart

The thought of your name
The twinkle of your eye
A silent email
I am never the same

My fears are gone
You are now here with me
I listen to love songs
They convey love to be

Inside I am a mess, full of
Fear and loneliness
And now, I see a glimmer
I see such hope
For with you I will be able to cope

I cannot gasp my breath
I cannot see straight
I am forever smiling
And my knees and heart shake

When will we meet,
When will we talk
I think of you constantly
My nerves are so fraught

I wish you were here
To experience this with me
I know you feel the same
I wonder if he will ever tell me.