Sometimes Poem by carolyn oclaire

Sometimes my mind drifts back to the past.
Just curious if we'd never dated then,
Would it had last.
So long ago,
But yet it feels like yesterday.
Just wondering how long will this remain.

Sometimes I wonder if this is what you truly want.
Cause it seems to me that it's nothing but a front.
You act like I'm the woman for you,
But then you brake me down for every wrong thing that I do.
So why you keep telling me you love me,
But my heart keeps telling me it's not true.

Sometimes I wonder if '' what if '' what you say is how you
really want it to be.
To spend forever loving me.

Sometimes I wonder am I just trying to find away to leave,
because you have hurt me so deep.
Or is just foolish speaking.