Speechless Poem by Nickey Mason

i am so speechless.
i honestly am.

i dont even know
where to start.

when you told me you thought
i was cheating, i was upset. i
wasnt mad but i was hurt. how
could you possibly think i'm cheating
on you? when you said that, the first
thing that popped into my head was
my daddy. when my daddy was young, he
cheated and wasnt faithful. now remind
you i look like my daddy, act like my
daddy, walk like my daddy, everything. when
you said that, i felt as if you was
comparing me to him because i am just
like him. but cheating is just one
thing that was not passed down to me from him.

hold on i'll be back in
five minutes, i have to go get
me some fruit salad.

okay, i'm back.

i feel like i could just cry
my heart out. because i gave you
my soul, my heart, and i want to give
you my life. babiie, i tell you i
love you every single day, doesn't that
count for anything. okay, i will admit
that i kinda gave you a reason to
think that i am but babiie what
do you want me to do? you have to
believe me when i say i love you
and im not cheatin.

all i have to say is imma tawk to my
counsler and ask her what should i do, and
then tawk to my daddy. i love my daddy
more than anything in this world but you have
to believe me when i say that i do not get
my habits from him.

bottom line is i am so speechless, bay.

-La'Veranique
*aka*
dat girl nickey