Standing Still Poem by Stephan van Pinksteren

Deep down inside,
I hear someone calling.
It's the call from my heart,
Being suppressed by my thoughts.

Feelings that have never left,
Have taken over my actions.
I can't think clearly,
And my emotions build up.

Someday I'm going to snap,
Loosing my total control.
I fear that day,
And so I'm standing still.

Hoping that time will pas by,
And scars go away.
Hoping that this life wasn't a lie,
And dreams come back one day.

I'm holding on to this,
More than I actually want.
I need to break free,
And become the person I want to be.