Still Poem by Connie Tallada

I did all I can just for us to be together
But hearts are just too futile to handle with care
And emotions are uncontrollable to bear and to share
I carried your burden, lifting you up when you fall
I did everything and received nothing at all
But still I failed to retrieve your lonely soul

Day by day I live with hope that we could be okay
That somehow, someday together we could be happy
I share your pain while I keep inside mine alone
I keep on dreaming that everything will be fine soon
I keep my anguish and set aside my feelings
But still I failed to save your heart from breaking

I bear alone our heartbreaks and pity quarrels
I say nothing every time you treated me like a numb girl
You always think that it's you alone who feels the pain
While I am here, feeling cold, soaking in the rain
I never get tired of loving you through thick and thin
But still I failed to endure you from what we've been

I have loved you that much though I received no appreciation
You have my all without asking in return any ovation
Tirelessly, I refuse to turn my back every time you ask me to walk away
I could have all the depression but still I promise to stay
I could have gone unseen for caring you endlessly
But I promise to love you still even you failed to notice me


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