Stolen From Me Poem by Marca Washburn

Stolen From Me

Rating: 5.0


'STOLEN FROM ME'

Hard to believe,
That it was so long ago,
Twenty plus years,
That you hurt me so!

I trusted you,
You were my friend,
One my brother said,
He could always depend.

I know you heard me,
You heard me cry,
I begged you to stop,
Oh dear God, 'Why? '

So dark and loud,
The house that night,
A person walked in,
Couldn't hear me fight.

I made you mad,
You let me know,
Just one hit,
Then I let go.

I closed my eyes,
But couldn't stop my tears,
It hurt so bad,
So much fear.

My first time,
Stolen from me,
Just isn't fair,
How could you hurt me?

So much shame,
No one to tell,
Last words you said,
'I'll make your life hell! '

Time has passed,
But not my pain,
Wishing I never,
Had to see you again!

I always thought,
Outta sight outta mind,
Would be the best way,
To leave it behind.

I look back now,
And I can still see,
Everything that happened,
What you stole from me!

Now here I am,
A mother of three,
But still have the pain,
You left with me.

No more running,
No more tears,
I promise right now,
I will beat my fears!

Only one night,
That night is gone,
I found a way,
To carry on.

One thing is for certain,
I will be free,
No more thoughts,
Of what you stole from me!
~Marca Washburn

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
Many years ago when I was 15 years old and a virgin, I was raped by one of my brothers best friends. Obviously it was a very difficult time for me! It was bad enough that it happened but I trusted him! He was like a brother and I can't even begin to tell you how depressed and alone I was! I always felt that it was my fault and he made me feel that way. Not to mention the threats from him if I eve told anyone. It was at a party and I have played it over and over in my mind all these years about how I must have led him on. I know that I didn't, but that is how a rapist makes themselves feel better. I am now 41 years old with 2 daughters, one being a teenager. I finally opened up to my family about what happened and I have to say that it was the best feeling in the world to finally talk about it. I know now that it wasn't my fault! ! Most importantly.....he didn't beat me! ! ! I will never tell my family who did this to me! He will answer one day for what he did so I am not worried about that! ! My poetry has helped me deal with this very painful event in my life! My goal for my future is to help other women and young girls who have also been raped!
COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Hans Vr 28 November 2012

Superb poetry. Very well written. The extreme consequences of despicable men's acts. the fact that you feel now better is good to know

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