Storm Poem by Jackson Wings

You're the storm that brings the rain that washes away the pain. There's something so different about you than any one else that I've ever met and I'm not saying I have feelings but the feelings just seem to storm me. And it absolutely terrifies to get close that's when I lose my guard I'm open the most. Lately though I've been closed and you picked my lock you seem to be helping me in someway no one has. You say I need to be happy no I don't because every time I'm happy. It all goes away I'll sit for days I've lost all ways to survive, but if you see me I look alive. Well I am alive but dead inside and I'm not living I'm just here to survive. This life is a ride starts going good you're going higher and higher you're feeling so happy then here it comes crashing down and when you touch the ground you feel so weak you're gonna fall. But you can't your as low as you can go. Yet no one see or so I thought no I'm not just surviving I have a reason it may stay it may go and I'm not saying I have feelings but these feelings seem to storm me.