Struggle Is On Against The Fear Poem by lops dubey

Yes I do fear, the fright of losing,
the life of my loved one...
Very tough to keep calm when the storm inside me is full of turbulence!
How can I hold myself from not being affected.
Though I have surrendered everything.
And the crucial condition I have accepted.
Still the torment arising out of fear,
the agony of losing the life of my loved one, makes me so fragile n vulnerable.
That it's tough to control my tears of despair 😔😥