..Stupid Little Heart.....Am I Not Happy...................? ? Poem by trinity aana

hey, my little stupid heart, tell me today, now, really am i not happy..?
you always desired to get into a loop of some kind
you always wished me to have high and low tides
my stupid little heart, what do you now think
as of now i am feeling every thing any poet ever wrote
stories i heard as a young growing bud
here i relive each one of those
in my day dreams
in my night mares
still,
you my little stupid heart
you let me dance in ecstasy
tears freely flowing
i am turning a darvesh, i am now a gypsy
and now do tell me,
am i not really happy...? ?