Sucidal Letter Poem by jose pasihuan

Thinking of killing myself. Slittin my wrist just to get my life over i
have no beat no power..throwing myself from the highest tower watch the hand on the hour. its speeding a long last thinking about the past im going down and im pretty fast... Theres no need for me to be here. A tear... falls down my eye...i wish i would just die my whole life was a
Damn lie. I wish i would have tried.. more better this is suicidal
thoughts and here is my letter.. So many tears down my eyes its getting wetter..should i keep walking the world or will things git better...god please help me im in my knees...i got the knife in my hand let me know what you see...slowly cutting my wrist im getting so weak..i see myself in the
highest peak..blood everywer like a mad leak.. lord take me to heaven i
wana be happy forever...and eternity because the world im living aint working for me take my soul and my heart and keep it with thee...