I lay here alone
Crying myself asleep
I want to die
This love I have
Has got me in a bind
You say you love me
But you are never with me
So tonight is the night
I put the gun to my head
But I can't find the strength inside
Even though I want to die
All I can do is cry
The attempts I make
Are a failure every time
But tonight is the night
I'm finally going to die
I put the gun to my head
Just one last time
I look at your picture
And I cry and scream
Goodbye...
This is intense and heart felt, I can only hope it is just a poem to you and not a reality...
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
This was actually inspired by one of my really good friends and it also had some of my own feelings put into it I am not suicidal but sometimes I do get very depressed and I just write and I feel better