Depression setting in again,
I'm tired of feeling this way, should I slit my wrist just to stop the pain? !
Suicide by cop in the rain, just so the drops wash away the stains!
When it happens, no one should march and chant ' say his name ' cause in the end all it would've taken was you to listen about my feeling and understand why I'm feeling this way.
Death has been after me for awhile, even since I was a child, I should've ended it all after that night and just gave up the fight.
But hey, my grandmother was right when she said… 'I'm ugly, no one will ever love me, I'm a complete failure and that's why my father never wanted me'!
Drinking more and more, I'm already halfway out the door. I'm ready to check out and leave this world behind, the only question is will it be the 12 gauge, the 45 or the 9? !
So when you read this just pay it no mind, you could've stopped this, if you had only put in the time…
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem