Suicide Isn't The Answer But Sometimes It's The Only Out… Poem by Kitten Smith

Don't say I didn't try, cos that would be a lie
None of you know the fight, with the demons inside...
I died for a reason. And that is no lie.
I've given my best, and failed at each test.
I can't give no more and struggling inside...
If you only you knew only half of it, you'd probably cry...
I've been on my own, and that We can't deny...
Didn't want to show my failures.. I must confess,
But each day I woke, with new problems regardless...
I'm tired of being blamed, of everything that's wrong
Just once wishing for the goodness, that would have made me feel strong.
But that doesn't come, regardless how much I try..
Just a failure,
a problem and not feeling like I belonged.
So here's a favour to all;
that's all I have left.
So be at peace knowing, I did do my best... xXx