Suicide Note Poem by cebolenkosi kubheka

Dear God
I confess to a sin
that I'm about to commit
as I embark on this journey
I deliver my pure and tortured
soul to you
my goals and dreams
please find a new vessel for them
for they need not to-
perish as I vanish over and out
considering that I'm about,
to take off the battery from the watch
please cleanse my hands
as they shall be muddy
after doing such deed
I apologize for lacking fighting strength

Don't ask why?
But appreciate that
What had to be done is done
standing on the balcony as I took off
You may call me a coward
But should you be the flight attendant
serving me on this plane
then maybe you would know how much courage
it takes to go down this road