Suicidel Love Poem by Kareema Muhammad

This pain deep inside of me I don’t know why but it can't get out of me
I just want to end my life, and forget about the pain. it seems if I take this razor over my wrist that I finally exit
Nobody cares if I live or die so I am saying goodbye.no evers notices me.
Now its my time to die, I slit my wrist, I can feel it all over again
The pain is deeper but this time it feels like a creeper coming back to haunt me, to take my soul.to put me out of misery.
Only this time I greet him saying hello, is this the time i will go?
Please let me know because I want to go anywhere but here so I can feel existence
Someone to think I am beautiful but no one answers me
SOMEONE PLEASE ANSWER ME but it looks like I’m fully alive
I don’t want to be alive so now I’m taking this razor across my throat and say my last goodbyes....but,
Wait am I suppose to see these dark circles?
I can hear you screaming as I say goodbye, NO I LOVE YOU
My last words for you are don’t cry I need to die! ! ! ! ! ! 3