T Poem by rains of bloom

When we were young
we used to do things,
we never should
you told me that you loved me
but we were to close 2 the sun, we burned

and yesterday
it feels like it is reliving
20 times
pain hurts me numb
cold fists
thunders pound
i hear it 50 times
i wonder
will tomarrow ever come?

my bedsheets are soaked from the
3 hundret and 50 tears i cried
i counted every time
he held my chin.

tell them how i'm alone again
he left me but i turned away first
word of mouth
sunk by the pirates ship
i was fake
spoke and smiled
selfish people talk
but they feel empathy
but it hurts to much to care

these halls i walked 20 thousand times
but i'll never see them again
they wont remember me
i'll be just another face in the vast majority
they killed me
broke me down
surpressed my love
tried 2 shape me,
make me fit

olive eyes
lead me from my suffering
i will miss this place

empty hall,
summer break
but in 2014
i wont be here
i'll be gone
only the wind will whisper my name
pass me on if you remember
what i look like or say
tell the world in december
crystal snow drops melt and fade
he'll never remember me again
i was just some marc jacob boots
on standstill

i am leaning over
2 many vomitless sighs
she called me bulimic
only it was a stomach empty of fries
help me
save me
they called for an ambulance
faint now, fall down
i will miss this place.

if i die 2maro
if i never get 2 say goodbye
if we wil part with hateful words
know i long 2 see you 2maro

make up
all the good we passed from
fell for
gone and forsaken
my dreams
he pushed down the stairs
and i couldnt get back up
fell and done tonight
i will miss u forever.

be young
be brave
be couragos
be insane
after you leave and you cant decide
i wil run and rush from home

i'll see you tomarrow
or in heaven
whichever i get 2 first
but remember
time can be frozen
but you'll stil be with me
we wil be
fozen for eternity
until the end of time
will never fall
or forget
i'lll luv u 4 the rest of my life-