Tabooed Love Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Chaos screams inside my mind
Back and forth it starts to twine
A web of heart ache and a sea of pain
Have I become apart of your game?
Crimsons visions flood my sight
As I stand my ground to fight
Away your touch and all your lust
Is all this blood shed really a must
Look at me and see my sorrow
Maybe you'll act different tomorrow
Understand that this is your fault
I'll run from you and your vicious assault
My hearts so tired of being used
Back and forth I'm always so confused
Am I waiting precious time?
Are your emotions just a horrid crime?
Look back at all that I have done
Do you really thing you have won
Time and time again I show you
All the things that I can do
Still you're blinded by your own desire
Is your love for pain something you must require
Turn your back to me and see how much I hurt
Laying low by your feet and how you treat me like dirt
A pathetic being with in your eyes
Something so worthless you must break the ties
So throw me to the shadows to devour up my soul
I obviously don't make you feel whole
So why waist your time with me
Do you really think we are meant to be?
Why is it you are so blind to see?
All the things we cannot agree?
You think you understand my heart
Yet you love to tear it apart
So many times you've made me spill tears
And brought to me my once dying fears
So with on last look I'll walk away
Unless you pull me back to stay
Because this tension is breaking my mind
So turn your back and leave me behind
Unless you can see what's set before you
Fates in your hands so will you peruse
Before I leave for good and you're alone
Maybe you can come and atone
For all the things you brought to my life
And take back the times you stabbed me with the knife
It is a sin not to show how you feel
Because then my heart shall never heal