Taking It In(Happy/Sad) Poem by Poet of the River

This emotion I trap inside
Has finally been identified!
Of pain, regret, sorrow, and grief.
This feeling I bear is disbelief.
But how did this happen?
How can this be? ! ?
That I now know the emotion inside of me.
Is it fate?
Or simple desire?
Oh how these questions tire!
Yet with me they must keep.
Until the dawn of endless sleep.
Not looking I'll close my eyes.
Think again and realize.
This grief is my disbelief!
And it will not take me!