Tantrums..... Poem by RIC BASTASA

listening to Beethoven's symphony no.9
the boy when asked after says that it is the
same feeling when you finally find what you've
been looking for, and back home, i listen again
to the same symphony and what i feel about it.
i am still trying to find what i lost so that
i may find it again, perhaps because i am not
a boy anymore, and much had been lost through
time which swiftly flew like a bird that i never
knew, by the window to the sky, a dot gone
in the eternity of turmoil and tantrums.