Team Louise Poem by Daniel Bowyer

How is it that before I was a boy, In youth innocence I was content
How is it now I am a man, Burdened with hatred of crowd
They do not know me as they think, I am this play boy who hurts for games
They do not know I live to die, And my past still keeps me from my sleep
What did I do to earn this scorn, The actions were because my heart was torn
Not born from malice, greed or hate, I was running from my dooming fate
They hate me with this miscoceit, They do not know of my defeat
That I hate myself in a million ways, And cannot bare a single day
They judge me on the leaders stats, They do not know the real facts
I doubt that they'll care when I'm gone, Shed no tear cause I want none
Why even do I care that they dislike, I can't explain how I feel inside
I wasn't perfect, Far from it be, But I don't deserve the hate they breed
So leave me with my shameful crown, I don't want them to know I'm feeling down
Cause they will leave and joyful be, They hate me almost as much as I hate me
But people who judge the way I play, Couldn't live my life for even one day