Tears Fell Like Rain! ! Poem by Becky Ginn

i crave i had the confidence
to show you what an influence
this thing, this voice, that is within
but i do not know where to begin

i do not know how to explain
without my tears falling like rain
i wish this pain would just go away
but instead it decides to grow and stay

i, myself do not understand
how or why this thing commands
it takes over my thoughts and actions
its hard to find any distractions

i do not know how to explain
without my tears falling like rain
i cannot control my thoughts anymore
it is like someone has shut the door

i try and open it, to look inside
but it wont let me and makes me hide
i try again one more time
i sneak a peak but i'm told it's crime

i do not know how to explain
without my tears falling like rain
that door is shut, not open, closed
do i have the courage to impose?

the door is there but i am scared
to make the move, i'm not prepared
what is on the other side?
do i go or do i hide?

i do not know how to explain
without my tears falling like rain
do i go or do i stay?
would it be better if i go away?

i hope to see you one day
without this thing blocking our way
without any obstacles or doors that are shut
and without being stuck in this deep dark rut

i do not know how to explain
without my tears falling like rain
how do i make that next move?
when i do will she approve?

one step at a time as they alway say
but its getting harder, i'm slipping away
do i want to win this fight
to be free and set alight

i hope this helped to explain
without your tears falling like rain!