Tease Poem by Amanda Craven

I'm waiting for the morning sun to rise.
Because I'm willing to give my life another try.
I've done nothing but sit here all night and cry.
Now all I can do is get back up, and dry my eyes.
So that I can spread my wings and learn how to fly.
I just hope all these feelings don't wear me down.
Because if it does my tears will cause me to drown.
I miss your laugh and your sweet smile.
I know all this healing is gonna take me awhile.
My heart is all gone except a peanut size piece.
I just wish i had some form of a release.
I just wish God would tell me what my purpose is I'm begging him please.
I'm not just someone you can leave out to freeze.
To me love is nothing but a big Tease.