Thank You For B-Dizing Me Poem by Tamell Bailey

Thank you for leaving me alone, like a dog with no bone,
Because that's the ON-LY thing you thought my mom was good for,

Thank you for the times at night, when i cried and tried to die,
Not knowing what you look like, even if you're black or white,
Cause I'm a high yella' fella', I could be mixed,

And I'm thankful for the toilet, because you're a piece of s***,
Yeh, it really makes me sick,
Thinkin’ bout it, almost vomited,
Wishin that I could escape and fly away like Halies Comet,
Send you into outer space, because Houston we have a problem!
Sentenced me to twenty years of fears without a father,

THANK YOU! you caused me and my brother
To be raised by a single mother,
She worked hard on her job to support us,
Mom I LOVE YA',
Tried to put you on child support,
You never came to trial or court,
These feelins that i'm dealin with
drivin' me crazy tryin' to sort'
Emotions in my own head,
Don't know how to be a Bailey man,
Yeh, I had a father figure, but ain't nothin like yo own dad,

Your blood and your flesh, is lying on my desk
That is why i'm writin', my pen is the knife to kill your sins
Murder in the first degree, have you even heard of me?

My name is Tamell, and i thank you for B-dizing me.