Thanks Mum Poem by Perfectly Flawed

she looks inside the mirror
who the hell am i
i hate this monster staring back at me
i deserve to die

its raining inside my chest
its hailing on my heart
right after the storm will end
my heart will be torn apart

i do not deserve affection
i do not deserve love
when i die i cannot join
the beauty that lies above

i am a perfect mistake
as a foetus i should have died
she should have stepped on my neck at birth
she should have killed the ugly inside