I constantly get this feeling that I don’t belong
It hurts feeling this way
Even worse when I know that it is true
Everyday I see my siblings treated with love, care, and respect
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To spot from across the room
To know that you have found him
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It is top secret, no one can know.
It is my secret, the world should keep away.
It has been kept in a secret place.
I hate what it is, but it is killing me inside.
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I remember the day my life changed forever.
That day we became closer than ever.
Devastating news arrived to me that dreadful afternoon.
Tears of devastation ran down the hump of my cheek.
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To hide your hurt and pain from the world.
Acting as if your perfectly fine
Laughing and Playing having everyone fooled
Displaying yourself as a perfectly happy woman
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Why didn’t he want me?
Why has he put me through so much torture?
If he were here with me, maybe things would be normal
My siblings knew there male role models, so why must I be in the dark about mines
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[U] Want [ME] to give my heart to [U]; I see it in [UR] eyes
[U] Want [ME] to see the care that [U] have for [ME] on the inside
I can’t open up my heart to [U] right now, it’s still fragile, and it’s in its healing stage
[U] tell [ME] ur a doctor; [U] can heal my broken heart,
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