The Damned Rain Poem by Lance K...

I walk in with no despair
while Jordan Sparks No air
plays violently through my head
that day the only words I could of said
“tell me how I supposed to breathe with no air
it's how I feel when I know you ain't there
got me out in the water so deep
tell me how you gonna be without me
if you ain't here I just can't breathe
but how do you expect me
to live alone with just me?
No air, no air.”

I turn to see you're face and I look into those eyes
they were all I looked at just as blue as the sky
so now I ask why
did we grow apart
why did you stop talking to me from the start
so now I think about it as I pick up the carts
and when I see you it shoots darts
at my heart

Even when you go to his truck it burns
just thinking of all the wrong turns
that he could make and you would take
and I see all thats at stake
but what I can't understand or get
is why that you let
me go on and on like a riot
but you stood there only quiet
all I wanted to do was love you
to show you my love was true
not to lie or wrong you
I will never ever do

The bad is I've gotten too close
to you so my mind is left to roast
because I can't let you go
but just to let you know
I will never get angry or mad
at you even when I'm sad
I'll just make it day to day
to hurt in drastic pain
now I am left to pay
till I go insane
I've done my crying
but the thing is I still care
and to let you go I can't bear
all it will do is tear
till my eyes can no longer stare
but only to the ground
but every time I hear the sound
of your heels which mine
deep in my ears “One step at a time”
“That we find the reasons why
one step at a time”
but all that has happened is put me in pain
so I will walk through the rain

This damned rain
which I will blame for the pain
by bringing the memories back up
like when you sat in my truck
or before I left you wanted me to stay
or the breaks we spent together like a one way
road for your and awesome person
probably the coolest girl which is leaving me cursin'
but when I heard the news I was gaspin'
for asprine
because I couldn't
handle the fact I lost you
so everyday I would get a headache
and that theres nothing I can do
so all I can say is that if he hurts you
or you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll take care of it till the pain is gone

I'm sorry if your in pain
but I wanted to hear things from your mouth
but I got it from others which turned everything south
but last time I tried to talk about homecoming you just smiled
all it did was confused me and made me mild
to you but only made me try harder to get close to you
I don't know what's going to happen now
but I don't know if I can move on
I can't make you love me even if I knew how
so now you know my Jr. year sucks
its going to be my down fall and plus
might crush me where I won't get back up
but for now I just wanted to let you know
that I wanted to show you true love
because you got hurt and I wanted to take you above
but its too late and I'm sorry
so now I don't know if life will give a chance
to a guy trying to live, love Lance.