The Dilemma Poem by Mary Wismer

I don't care anymore, I cant lie to you now.
I suffer from a bad affection
seems my life's a contra diction,
two live war inside of me.

Nothing defend 'Eyes', it's time to learn to cry again
drawing out this line for the Millionth time
and though i want the Spirit to win
seems the strong Mans get his way.

I know I've pushed you far, I cant turn it around.
carry out the good that desire.
But seldom works out right.

My Chest hurt when i breath
this is not what I'd hope for.
I know that life is choices chances all day long.
seems my right just always turn out wrong.

All i have is wrapped up in you
don't take it away, anything that I have
to do I'm gonna do to stay!
I don't know what i made till you're breaking,
and I dont know the fate of one mistakes till I realize.

Who can rescue me from all I've become?
thanks Heaven its already done.
I dont have to be the way I've been
a victim to fix I'm in.
I know that i could really changes
all my life will I ever make it right.