The Duality In You Poem by June FeirCruz

I thought when you first came into my life that you were such a Blessing
You treated me as your lady, your love, your queen.
I trusted you with the deepest of my secrets
More than I have ever trusted anyone before.

I felt I was candid of my past, my present and my future
But my revelations were often misconstrued
Instead of bringing us together, knowing about me
It created chaos, which is not what I had intended.

As days go by, we experienced turmoil
The suspicions simply just won't go away
They just keep on coming, and keep exacerbating
That we feel both of us needed a way out.

You decided to end it, and I acquisce
Much as I love you, I cannot continue feeling this way
You seem to relish seeing me cry
And I do not understand why.

If you are ambivalent with your feelings for me
That I can understand
But it seems to me you cannot keep your sadistic nature at bay
And I am not going to sit here for you to continue torturing me.

work in progress: 4/14/07 8: 07 am