The Enemy Beside Me Poem by totally disturbed

When we first me I thought you were the most
wonderful guy.
Thought we would have such a wonderful life.
I soon realized that would never be.

It took a while to break me down
But eventually it happened you controlled me now.
I know I'm not perfect never claim to be
But I did nothing to make you abuse me.

You yelled and yelled hurt me all the time.
Never wanted me to cry.
I still remember how you would apologize to me
You'd say 'I'm sorry I hurt you but you shouldn't
have made me mad.'

Then you'd tell me this will never happen again
It did again and again and again.
It went on like this for quite a while
I was so numb inside I wanted to die.

Five years went by of you hurting me
You never really cared about me.
I was so unhappy so alone
Hiding the brusies and tears from the people
who cared about me the most.

You would never stop I finally see
I never thought you would do this to me.
Did you ever really love me?