The Forgotten Have Laid Out To Die Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

My heart is splattered across the wall
Eyes go black as I start to fall
Exhausted from chasing the feelings I hold
So am I something you can just mold
To toy with and pull with the strings of my soul
You are my master, the one with all control
So pull me one way and break me another
I'm sure if you look hard enough you will discover
The lack of fear that once lingered in my eyes
My hearts on overdrive and I'm loosing my ties
Insanity clutches onto my pride and pulls me away
I was the one with so much joy and thought I would live another day
So discover my dark and tainted vows
The one where you were the only allowed
To see the true me and open my mind
Cause I'm loosing my self and becoming blind
The pain and sorrow intertwine into my heart
It's a shame all my bliss just had to depart
Leaving me broken and the sea stole my love
I was the one who let you shove
Me out of your life and know I'm alone
I guess this all my doing so I'll have to condone
For all the sins my heart placed on you
All those words were just so untrue
Why did I do this, how can I still be alive
I just want someone to come and revive
The one true thing that made my heart flutter
But that one thing will never be uttered
Forgotten with time and dismissed by a blinded sight
Forlorn and wasted as I lose my last fight
Hello sweet death, place your kiss on my lips
Make me immune to this love and then you'll eclipse
All my memories of the once cherished taste
Of your kiss with my own and then way I embrace
The touch your hands locked in with my own
But now I'm forgotten and will never find my way home