The Light That Summons Me, Yet Seems So Unreal Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

The darkness falls away from my heart
The tears from fear, drown away my sorrows
Consumed by the idea that hope could grow
As the light fades into the night
The stars align in the sky, showing me the right path
So I take the step into the moonlight
Let it illuminate my skin and show my soul
The inner beautify that many have seen but dismissed
Yet you captured my inner being from the start
Though fear pushed in my mind and I pushed you aside
I felt the chains of sorrow tighten around my heart
How could I be so scared of something so good
So I look you in the eyes, and place upon your thoughts
The honesty that I can offer and explain my current state of mind
The fear of being me, the real and true being
The possibility of me actually being happy
Yet you hold so much power, you can't even see
Time is something that's been acquired by me
Yet we always seem to hold an endless amount of it
Regardless if the days drift to night and nights to mid morning
It seems the days fade away into nothing but sweet memories
So I'll walk hand in hand, with the fear of knowledge
Knowing I can be my self near you
Knowing I can show you who I really am and not be scared
But this alone is what I fear, being my entire self around you
Will you accept me, flaws and all
Or will you reject me just like the rest
Nothing can explain the current situation
No one can explain my current feelings
Yet you hold so much pride in those green eyes
So much fury that I must be weary of
Temptation is something I have long ago known
But self-pride and self-control are also friends of mine
So we'll take this step by step and lean towards fate
If things are meant to be, then you and I shall be
All I can as is you give it time and bear with my fears
For I never want to give up those random drives
The ones that lead no where and hold no destination
Only to see where the road leads us and follow
Or those nights we sit alone, listening to music
The comfort I feel around you is unspeakable
The protection I feel is unimaginable
How to bring the perspective into your eyes
How to explain how I feel deep inside
It's all a blur to me, something so unnatural
Something that's been unseen, could it be happiness
Your voice is all it takes, to make me melt away
Your hands so strong and warm as you cup my cheek
My eyes can't help but look deep into your soul
Is this really real or am I just dreaming
Please just pinch me and wake me up
I need to know if this is true
Are you just a myth in this story called life
Or have I actually snagged something more than tears
The emotions that are placed before me, so indescribable
How can you describe a single feeling when you have more than one?
Forgive me if I'm a little skeptical, I've heard the song before
The one of I won't hurt you, I promise
Then shattered hearts follow by the breaking of a promise
So all I can say is I'll place trust in you
And all we can do is play it by ear