The Key Poem by Tess Green

Is this the time?
Should I do it now?
Or never?
This feels like the right day,
Almost the right moment.
The key out of this place lies in my hand.
Should I use it now?
Should I just leave and never come back?
Will anyone miss me?
They always seem to ignore me..
My friends are never there for me,
when I need them the most.
My boyfriend is off with his friends,
And other girls.
Was I just a fling?
Does he love me?
I love him.
I really do.
He was the best thing to come into my life.
But I fear he has left,
Like everyone in my life.
Maybe I should leave.
No one will notice.
I will slip away,
just like a fly on the wall.
Im always watching,
but never interfering.
No one will notice me.
Im sure of that.
It would be so easy
for me to use it.
Would it be painful?
Would I cry?
Or would I not feel a thing,
and just leave it be like I do with everything else,
I cry at night,
Knowing no one cares;
Knowing I am alone in this world.
I wish I could leave all this misery behind.
I found a way.
Its very easy.
This key, this beautiful key.
I would be in a better place.
I am holding this key,
Right here.
Right now.
Im going to leave this.
The key out of here,
Our of my life,
is right here.
Right now.
Goodbye.