The Lonely I Am Poem by Zahidul Haque

Staying among the midst of crowd
I often stated to reverie proud
That king I am in my own shroud
Then suddenly breaks the sweetest dream
With a gust of rain and thrust of scream
That makes me wet and takes my dream
Among the crowded houses or in some desolate lane,
Amidst the seas of sorrows or in some lakes of pain
I see the decay of future then
With the brightest stars and the darkest space
I feel the sorrows of loneliness.

Believing it as the safest sky
I begin the journey of flying high
It makes me happy by its innate lie
Then suddenly approaches the darkest cloud
With the brightest lightning that thundering loud,
With the fall of rain and thunderbolt
That tears my wings and pierce my soul
Then in the torrid deserts or in horrid hills
I feel my downfall of the eternal peace
With the brightest light of the darkest sky
I feel my defeat will never die.

Waking up at the earliest morning
Seeing the sun with its glowing shine
I used to think the day will fine
Then suddenly comes the sinister eclipse
With the darkest world of unhoped prise
It devours the sun and severs the light
And left us free for the defeated fight
Around the nearest plain and farthest line
It rules the shadow but not the shine
With the breaking eclipse of nature's fun
I feel in myself the setting sun.

Old days have passed with new days fun
New hopes have raised when old pains have gone
New mates I've met with old friends' run
Then suddenly you come like the hope itself comes
It enriches my heart and makes up my harms
But how could I know what lies in real
Your pretending nature is still seems to be loyal
Then it starting to appear your ignoring day
Now nothing to worry about
When it distincts our way
With accepting the pain of everlasting lone
I feel it finally that I am alone.