The Meaning Of Desperation Poem by Wiley Seigler

After tireless investigation
I have had a revelation
I have finally found
the meaning of Desperation
It was not in a dictionary
Not even did i look
I know desperate so well
I could write a book
Desperate is me
In all of my glory
I will spare you from the
Details of my story
Just know that I have suffered
Lost the ones I loved
Some of them are still with us
Some have gone up above
I thought it made me stronger
It only made me scared
To lose everybody in my life
Who ever really cared
So here I am alone again
Thinking about the past
Nothing good that comes to me
Is ever gonna last