The Monster Poem by keron Johnson

Why do I always do this? Why do I destroy everything I touch? The pain I cause you every day is murder, a never ending series of torment with brief moments of joy to be ripped away an replaced with more pain. The tears I cause you everyday streaming down your face is another reminder of the heartless monster I am to you, down to every last dropp is like acid eating away at my soul. i try to give you reason my madness but it comes out as excess and stupidity. You dealt with my abandonment, as I left you alone to die drowning in a sea of tears. I burned and destroyed everything in my path slowly eating away at any control i may have over you. i dont know how I can sleep with the fact knowing that after all the things I done, you still keep hope I will stop an come to my senses an love you. i don't deserve you, I don't deserve anyone cause I'm a monster im just a horrible person.