I have an anger inside of me
That I have kept inside
Hoping and begging that it won't get loose
Because if it does I won't be able to stop it.
If my anger gets loose
I won't know how to stop it
For I am concentrating too hard
To make sure I can control it.
I have lost control of my anger many times
And it has cost me dearly
I have lost control around those I care for
And many of them are now afraid of me.
Many people say they can help me
But I know they can't
I know they just say that to try to comfort me
It's always been that way and always will be.
I keep feeling the monster within me
Gaining more and more control with each incident
Constantly struggling to get free
Never needing rest and always willing to fight.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.