The Negative Thoughts Of Me Poem by BTS Chocolate

The choosing of music brings me such infuriating feelings
So many options, give me a break
The trash coming out of your potty mouth, oh it kills me inside
The blaring noises, my shaking leg, my sweaty hands
Please I'm drowing in all this burtal hate of mine
The gossip, I just can't stand
The girls, who become trendy in my school
Are you all one person?
The guys, who only think about one thing
Am I your doll?
My boyfriend's mother, she stings me like a bee
The beautiful flower I once was
My petals fresh with postivity
Now blooms death with a touch of mold
The little things once amazing and sweet
I floushed away my negative mind this New Year's day
Now it all comes back to me now
It taste sour in my mouth with a touch of deja vu
How am I to be real in this world?
How am I to deal with this world?
I think nothing of death
But dark covers my world