I'm slowly vanishing
The person I once knew is clawing itself out of me
No more delicate little hands
No more tiny body
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As the year comes to the end, happy smiles appear
The laughter fills the air as I look around my world
A group of guys laugh like a party
The girls next to me peaceful as they could ever be
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The touch of a hand on one's back is soft and sweet
It makes one wonder if they shall cry
I cry to see a beautiful moment between a couple
To see the warm hand upon one's back
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Alone and sad
Grey and blue
I don't mind it dear 'friend'
I know that feeling of being isolated
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I don't who I am
I feel like an imposter in this big blue world
We're all imposters I should say
I don't know how to act
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I know something He doesn't
My babe, my golden boy he doesn't know a thing
I can keep a secret dear friend
A secret admirer, no I shall not reveal
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Could I turn you into something special?
Or am I just dreaming?
Maybe I'm not the type to write
Let alone, turn into music
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Tears slide down my red checks
I just ran at the best meet I could ever attend
But you don't care
You haven't for a full year
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You used to be a friend to me
But now you're a stranger
You act like as if nothing has ever happened
But this isn't new shit
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Oh what a pretty sight she is
Oh how fair beauty she holds
Oh how her skin lights up the room
Latte skin mixed with creamy toasted honey
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