The Rockstar & The Beautiful Girl Poem by MD Ehteshaam Amman

Letter To My First Love

DEAR LOST LOVED ONE,
I'D NEVER THOUGHT I'D SIT ONE DAY,
THINKING ABOUT WHAT WE USED TO BE,
I'D NEVER THOUGHT I'D SAY,
'WHERE DID IT ALL GO WRONG? '
I'D ALWAYS THOUGHT NO MATTER THE DIFFICULTIES,
WE'D ALWAYS BE STRONG,
AT LEAST, THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT IT TOOK,
TO PROTECT OUR LOVE,
BUT THE MORE I TRIED TO HOLD ON,
THE MORE IT JUST SEEMS TO CRUMBLE,
LIKE A HOUSE BUILT ON WEAK FOUNDATION,
I SAW IT FALLING BEFORE MY VERY EYES.

I REMEMBER THE FIRST DAY WE MET,
AND THE LAST DAY WE PART,
SHOULD I SAY, IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
THOUGH I'M NOT A FAN OF FAIRY TALES,
BUT OUR LOVE WAS LIKE ONE FROM THE MOVIES,
MAYBE CAUSE IT WAS THE FIRST FEELING OF LOVE I EVER FELT,
I SMILE JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW NAIVE I WAS,
THINKING THAT NOTHING COULD COME BETWEEN US,
FOR OUR LOVE WAS ONE ORDAINED ABOVE,
THOUGH IT SEEMED FORBIDDEN AND ODD.

NOW THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING,
I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF IT WAS LOVE I FELT,
THOUGH IT SEEMED SURREAL, BIZARRE AND OUT OF THIS WORLD,
IT DEFINITELY WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, RIGHT?
I'M LOST ON HOW TO DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS,
CAUSE I SEEM TO PONDER ON ALL THE 'WHAT IFS? '
THOUGH I FELT NO SADNESS WHEN WE PART,
BUT INSTEAD A WAVE OF CALMNESS SURROUNDED ME,
I'M NOT SURE IF OUR LOVE WAS TRUE LOVE,
BUT I KNOW WHAT I FELT WAS NOT FEIGNED,
THOUGH I WANT TO FORGET ALL WE HAD,
I KNOW IT WAS NOT ALL BAD,
I HOPE YOU DO FIND HAPPINESS AS WE MOVE ON,
TO MEET THE ABSOLUTELY TRUE ONE.