I'm still here,
Still hanging
It would take so much
More than this distance
To make me forget
But you need not feel me;
I am in hiding,
Forever in hiding
Honesty is an adversary
I have yet to learn
To contend with
Until I can face you maskless
Until I can look you eye-to-eye
Until I can speak carelessly
I will be in hiding
My truths are no such beauties,
They are ugly and weighty
And none need know of them,
Least of all you
Oh I long,
Believe you me,
I do
I do yearn to confide in you
But in the end
To what end?
Pity? Sympathy? Company?
Comfort I can offer
But comfort, I cannot receive
I am solitary, absolutely
Alone from the beginning
Alone till the end
The end:
Yes, I think of it,
Many times in fact
The lure of it is tantalizing
Revenge and Peace
All in one brave motion
Of a properly bladed hand
But in the end
Not yet
Not yet the end
And I am back where I started
Hanging by the crook
Of my left littlest finger,
The weakest appendage I have
I hang for all the wrong reasons
Hanging for all the wrong
I am the wrong seed
Sown in the wrong climate
And the wrong earth
Never watered on time
I bloomed late in all the wrong places
All at the wrong time
I stand proud
For all the wrong reasons
Stand burdened
By all the wrong fruits
And beneath my wronged shades
Await all the wrong mouths, hanging open
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