The Stubborn Full Bell Request Poem by Nina Hall

Why am I dying of love in a storm?
This players dream I do hate and scorn
I release a gasp of guilt free air
I clip the tear rusty barbed heart snare
When all around turned a back and a hand
The reverse medley I do not understand
I do NOT understand and my innocent love strict
Blares now such cruelty is banned from my curious itch
Let it be in its fetish, I will love in life
Where logic is kind and decisions are right
If Im dead and the deadlines scare and blood flow
Through some process to which I weaken to know
Oh my heart in love with bridges unseen
Rope echoes and reflections that blemish my dream
Mourn let me mourn this exhaustion away
As parts get directed and dealt out to play
And fathers of my'n I scatter a prayer
From lost daughters humble hope and gentle care
I ache apart in a lightning crack fury
A scream "I love you all! and so says my jury! "
No hardened level rule will change my substance
So stubborn this love for evil resistance
So rigid I defy though in weighted I sink
From angels and gods to gone missing links
And breath but stop this pain in my chest
And show me the girl that can love you the best