The Taste Of Blood Cursed By Your Love Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Exiled by deception and my patience is wearing thin
I fall drowning in all the lies you place before me
I cannot find the truth in the sea of chaos
Give me the line of truth to find my way back to shore
How could you use me like I was nothing to you?
How could you spill my blood so easily?
Do you crave to see my suffering?

I fell from you so long ago
Destroyed by my very emotions
You left footprints of scars on my heart
And the pain still triggers the horrid memories
I wander in the constant battlefield
Wondering if I'll be the one to win
Or will you fully destroy me

Do you enjoy making me shed tear after tear?
Do you love licking the blood off my face?
Your destructive knife destroys my hands
The blood taints the floor and my heart screams in agony

I'll walk in shame to hide the bruises left before my soul
The lies imprinted in my thoughts, plagues me of my emotions
The sorrow lingering on for now still mocking me to self mutilation
Devoured by the fear you cause and blinded by my pain
I'll walk alone to try and find a way to become sane

Morbid poison taints my blood and fear now runs my life
I am a slave that you created who's bounded by the knife
I will let you come in but you I cannot be broken
Before you try to heal my soul I suggest you understand
The label that's tattooed to my heart to show my vicious nature

So take this into your own hand and know you're at a risk
I will not be so kind to another who posses a threat
I'll shred you of your dignity and destroy your precious life
I'll rip away your heart from your chest and stab it right before you
I'll show no signs of remorse as I slaughter your very emotion
For I have been broken to many times for me to show devotion

I know the pain that lingers here and I want my heart in my position
I want to bring back the light and feel the untainted love again
It was you who threw away my hope but you were indeed my lover
The one to rob me of my joy and rape away my feelings
I am so cold and distant now, no longer trusting anyone
So maybe I will be alone in this constant battle for life
Is this worth living for or will I die of sorrow?
Will my eyes be opened and see a brighter tomorrow

I gave you trust, I gave you love
What more did I need to show you?
I gave you my all and all of me
But was that ever enough?
Give me back the wasted time of healing you and me
Give me back the ability to feel and give me back my heart
For you never deserved it from the start
And I'll forever regret letting you in
Because you're the reason my souls destroyed
And the reason I have become so broken