The Truth About My Lies Poem by Carrot Miller

I lied to you,
I'm sorry I am.
I lied.
I said I didn't care,
but I did.
I cared so much,
it killed me to see you like that.
I lied I'm sorry,
I wasn't there.
I said I was busy when I really wasn't.
I lied to your face and felt no remorse,
never knowing that those were the last words,
that I would ever say to you.
I lied.
I'm sorry for not being there when you were there for me.
I'm sorry I lied about everything,
I lied, and, lied and, lied again,
I'm a piece of shit and a horrible friend,
I lied to you and look what happened.
I lied and you took your life.
I lied about things I never should've.
I said I wanted space when really all I wanted was a hug.
I lied to you about so many things,
I'm a stupid liar and a terrible friend.
I lied to you and now I live in guilt,
because I lied.
I'm sorry if I could take it all back I would a million times over.
Because I lied to you and you took your life.
I hate myself for never seeing the pain you were going through. While I stood idly by,
and watched while you got pushed to the end.
I'm a liar and worthless friend.
I lied to you and that was the end.