Days are cruel
Moments are pained
Hard cries from hurt
Pain from hearing
Shouts are heard
And truths are spoken
None know
The pain that
I hide
I hold strong.
Yet weakened to this moment
Yielding inside
World is fallen
A pun me
I am hurt
Tormented by two
The ones said to protect me.
Are the reason
Of my pain
I cannot hold.
Back the tears
As they each fall
I see
What I hold
Fear...
because
I love
Them both
And tormented
By the hard fact
that
My family is torn
I need someone
Cannot find
Need to run
Need to scream out loud
The pain
Set it free.
But held back
By my prisoner...
Me
Held back
To protect the ones
Who should be.
Protecting me
I need my savior
My freedom to express
Who I am
And how
I feel
Find the person
Willing to open there arms
And take me in
Tell me I'm fine
And make my pain go away
I need to let myself
Free
But deny myself
Afraid to increase the pain
Cry to
Myself behind doors
And walls
Shut myself from others
Cry
Cowering
Behind them
While they shout and scream
I hear
And am hurt
Need to be calmed
Need peace.
Write to hide
How I feel
The only
Exit I find
is through
this
my emotions
are hardly felt
seeing what I've become
over the years of hiding
help
is what I
ask
help…
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