betrayal and agony
lie in wait
I accept myself
I accept my fate
if what you speak of
is indeed true
no one can help me
not god not you
I chose this life
of my own free will
and I understand
that my soul is on the bill
because I could die
at the hands of a gun
and spend my life in hell
or I could live till old age
and feel like I already fell
because there is little difference
between god and Satan
people waste there life hoping and prayin
I don't want to be that way
so in my dark hole
I shall forever stay
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem